LIFE BEFORE HIGH SCHOOL

 

My life before high school was seemed so simple. A student which goes to school at morning then turns back and goes to cram school. I just had small time for myself and wanted to spend it by playing games. It was my only way to have some fun. Also, the friends I had was not interested in spending time with me. I started playing basketball and joined a team, but it didn’t last long. They decided to close the team because we were losing in every match.

Those years I struggled in my social life because of mental issues. My brain was working so much different than ever before, I was not able to catch up with new events or couldn’t follow any path for long. I was jumping from one tree to other. Because of this situation I was not able to be successful in my exams and school life. My teachers and parents were angry to me because I was not doing my best.

I remember two special days; First one is a football match between districts. I gave my ball for the match, but they didn’t let me to play. In the match one guy kicked the ball out of the field and a car passed over the ball, so that my ball exploded. That moment it was not only my ball was exploded, also my brain exploded in the same way with my ball. I was so pissed of that I stopped going out for years…

Second one is how I started playing Metin2. While staying at home, I started playing a game called Metin2. It was hard for me because I didn’t have internet connection for years and even though I got connection it was limited. So, I needed to find the game from another computer and put it in mine. There was a birthday of one of my friends and as a gift one of my friend gave him the game from his flash disk with the hack of the game. I asked him to give it to me also, but he refused. Then I went home then downloaded game and couldn’t use internet for some weeks just for this game. But it was worth it I remembered the first time I entered the game…

Last important point of my life before high school is; I met with a guy called Mete. I didn’t know that he will be my close friend in the future. We became good friends and studied together. He tricked me about a game called metin2. He said that his cousin is the most powerful player in the game and told me to wait for him in the village. I didn’t know that he was lying, I found out he was lying after years. Anyways, I spend my years before high school like this.